Saturday, June 5, 2010

Exhausted (past v.)

According to Merriam-Webster's dictionary, the definition of "exhaust" (past tense "exhausted") is as follows:
1 a : to consume entirely : use up (exhausted our funds in a week> b : to tire extremely or completely ed by overwork> c : to deprive of a valuable quality or constituent fertility)
2 a : to draw off or let out completely b : to empty by drawing off the contents; specifically : to create a vacuum in
3 a : to consider or discuss (a subject) thoroughly or completely b : to try out the whole number of all the possibilities

I'm done.

I'm sick of defending every decision I make.

I'm tired of trying to make people understand my point of view, or how my life experiences have shaped my point of view.

I'm finished trying to make people believe that my life experiences are and were real.

I'm done with the bullshit that people throw at me every day and wish that for ONCE some of the non-believers would get that same bullshit thrown at them.

I'm exhausted.

And I'm tired of giving everyone else the power to wear me out.